Its been a year since I seen your sweet face. You didnt see mines cus ya eyes was closed. I saw you lay in a bed not suitable for you. Beside it I cried many tears before I realized you've left such a place. Every day wasn't the same since THAT day. The day I watched the gray coffin goin underground. You may be 6 ft under surface, but you're 6 zillion stars above. Somewhere far impossible to see. Also somewhere far soon hoping to be. I cant see you but you can see me. When the sun rises you're here with me. When the sun sets you watch me sleep. 0ne night I hope to see your face. In a dream wish to start&never end. Your spirit I feel when I think of you. But sadness behind it because I just miss you. I still sit&think about that night. Why you chose to make a move that took your life. The days sure changes but the memories stays the same. Yet it would've been better if we just made more. 0fcourse, Eternity sounds forever. 0ne day I'll see you again. Maybe later but not soon. There are things that need to be done here. Im sure you're getting things done up there. Til the day comes, ill always think of you. Til the day comes, keep smilin down til I stand beside you. I love you pass Eternity, always have&always will. You will always be my J.Bub. My partner. My fatboy. My sillyboy. My sweetboy. The smile on my face. The sound of my laughter. The beat of my heart. Every steps I take. For now, I bid you goodnight. Sweet dreams& *Kisses to the sky.
