Lost but never Forgotten

It's only been 3 months. Three important people in my life has moved on to the next life, leaving us behind w/ grieve and such sorrow. Even though 3 loved ones has been lost, 3 angels gained their wings(early&on time). First was my dearest grandma Vasitai Lolekoko Langi Filimoehala, then my dearest baby nephew Siosaia Jr. Tukuafu, and my bestest friend(BUB) Jared Sese Afu. It was a tough summer .. a summer cannot be replaced and changed. All we have to do is say goodbye, see you later and move on with our life .. for we all know about the Plan of Salvation .. aren't WE lucky?(: Yes we areee!

Grandma Vasitai Lolekoko Langi Filimoehala: Oh grandma! Dont I miss you so so so soooo muchhh! I miss the time we spend together eating and laughing about silly things I make up! .. Like waiting for my (pretend) boyfriend Sione to come pick me up. He's poko, buff, hugeee, and OLD! Man, you laughed to the point were tears rolled down and you got mad at me because your eyes started to hurt&itch! We also had our worse moments where I bug the hekk outta you! For some reason it was hilarious for me because its funny seeing you mad! But looking back .. man, was I an idiot! But hey, I payed up by helping you taking a bath and coloring your eyebrows .. oh and braiding your hair(: Moments with you i'll never forget! I miss you grandma .. for sure in my head it wasn't your time to leave us .. but I guess it was the only way to get rid of your sadness for you were so far away from us. We knew you were ta'elata, yeah, that was the problem. You were too healthy to die! But you'll always be remembered for the good things you did. Your generations are continuing to grow .. if only you lived to see them grow a bit more:) Love you grandma! Your forever in our hearts, and definately in our living room(:

Baby Siosaia Jr. Tukuafu: The sweet Baby Saia! I haven't really took time to spend with you because you were a couple hundred miles away =( But I DID spend a couple days with you:) I was hoping you would stay behind with us a little bit longer .. grow up with your siblings and experience this big world. The first time I saw you, man was I dying to hold you! .. But I couldn't because of your condition :( It was so serious to the point were I was scared to touch you! I looked at your mom and she loved you so muchhhh! She sacrifice most of her daily activities to take care of you. When I walked into your room a couple days before you passed, I peeked into your crib and you looked RIGHT at me like you knew I was coming(: What made my day was I saw a smile on your handsome face .. but because of my crazy hair, I think you got scared and started crying! Sorry bout that lil one. I couldn't really understand the reason why Y0U have to leave? You were just born into this world and you were healthy. You DID leave a valuable lesson .. not for me but for your little family. But the lesson I learned was that life is too short. We never know what might happen in a blink of an eye! I know for a fact that Heavenly Father has a much greater plan set up for you on the other side. I Love You lil one .. til we meet again :) <333

Bestest Friend Jared Sese Afu: WOW! 3rd in a ROW!!! Gosh, can my summer end much much ... W0RSERRRR!? What a rollercoaster summer(I never ride in a rollercoaster&not looking forward to it -_-). Going through a hard time in Utah at Baby Saia's funeral til I gotta text on his burial day. It was from my twin Gbaby .. she told me the news about Jared =( Tears didnt come down at the moment .. I wondered, did I run out of tears? -_- I sat under the hot sun watching my nephew being buried .. trying not to believe what Gbaby told me. No, it couldn't be! Not Jaredddd! I thought about the good times I had w/ Jared on the way home. It was wierd, leaving a funeral .. for another ="( Why? He was preparing to go on his mission! He didn't do anything wrong! He was the sweetest person you'll ever know! He kept me company when I can't sleep and he's always been there for me .. ride, food, anything :) The day of his funeral .. my mind was just .. blank! Seeing him lying there .. in a coffin? I was thinking .. DANG BUB, I THINK Y0UR IN THE WR0NG BED. I couldn't kiss him goodbye .. idk why they wouldn't let us. His hands was cold .. his face was whiter .. but with him in site, made me happy inside :''') I am going to miss the times we had together. Definately going to miss our Sunday routines (Only special ppl knows about it;)). But I guess Heavenly Father called him to serve his mission on the other side. I love you Bub. Sure do miss you lots. [Btw: The shirt you gave me for xmas makes me feel like your still here with me].

I SURE D0 L0VE THEM ALL,CAN'T WAIT T0 BE WITH THEM AGAIN .. F0R ETERNITY :)