Undecided Future -__- Eek

Do I know what I want to be when I grow up?? NO! Man, one thing about growing up is having to know where you're going to end up. Kay, here's a lil feedbakk on what I wanted to be. Its kinda wierd but bare with me .. I was a kid then -__- When I was younger I looooved this thing called Drawing. I've always wanted to be a great artist when I grow up .. to go around the world and meet other artists and have THEM take a look at my pieces. Than I loved this other thing known as singing. During my "Alone" time, I just ... sing:) When I clean the house, the radio must be on just so I could feel the spirit of cleaning .. unless Im lazy to grab the radio .. thats when cleaning gets boring. Other than that, I just love to sing out loud along w/ the radio or youtube :) You should try it .. its fun. Kay, I lost track .. what were we talking about? Oh yeah .. I always wondered if I go out there and just sing .. I would be a pro singer .. my dream .. HAR HUR! Lol .. anyways, than my plans changed, because I grew up with kids around me and because I am currently babysitting my nieces and nephews .. I wondered how would a teacher career would do. Preschool teacher?? I've even thought about how I would set up my classroom .. and the fun activities I would have prepared for the kids. But .. my parents dont really like the idea because of this stupid economy financial downfall going on -__- Its so annoying when you want to be this .. your decision change and you wanna be something else! Goshness .. so im in this world with ideas of what I want to be circling around me just yelling "PICK ME!PICK ME!". Oh shaaaaduuupppp! Lol. One thing I would love to be is to become a Pediatrician:) Once again, why? I love kids :) I want to be able to help them and make sure they are well to live the life thats set out for them .. one problem .. I HATE SCIENCE! Science was my weakest class .. how can I be a pediatrician if I hate science? .. goshness .. these recommendations kinda get on my nerves  -_- You know what ill be great at ?? Being a MOTHER(: I think im already doing an awesome job as a mother .. what other thing would I be good at? .. But who knows .. I need to drag myself out there and who knows whats waiting ahead of me(: I might be an artist if I just continue doing what I love most .. Drawing(: Or I might be singing side by side w/ Mariah Carey if I keep singing like an idiot while I clean or in the shower(: Or who knows .. I might be walking in that white uniform w/ my name tag on my chest if I just work hard and make sure I pass my biology tests -__- Egh .. I hope my major will hit me when I hit college(: Yes yes, there are more on list of what I would want to be .. these are just a couple:) I need to hurry up and decide .. not just that but my parents also need to bakk it up a bit and stop giving me the 'EYE' and pressuring me to be this&that. Though, its their job to know how I am able to make money and live .. oy! Anyways, thnx blogger for takin in all my ventings -__- I need to stop and get a steppin' aye? Har Hurr .. time is going by too slow .. buuuut .. patiences' a virtue(: Plus, my patriarchal blessing looks good;) I needa reread that .. no one knows your future better than H.F :) Truly Blessed* Rah Rah !